Sunday, March 19, 2006 @7:30 PM
OMG OMG!!!!!!
Guess who's back...
Back again.....
Muqsit's back....
Tell your friend!!!!!
Haha.. *bleah*
yeah... after about 5 months....i've decided to make a comeback to the blogging world. In fact, there's more than a reason that made me wanna blog again....Maybe it's because i'm having my hols and i've gt nth better to do.....another reason being that i've gt a strong urge and huge demand by people who read my blog, for me to make a comeback and start blogging...for example..Ms YS!!. hehe (see..i told you i'll blog soon!!) *bleah* ....hmm... sometimes i wonder..what's so good about reading my blog??.... hmm...bt whatever it is ....i'll always apreaciate the loyal readers of my blogs and also the feedbacks, advises and the motivation given to me about my posts.....=) But... to all the readers.....i can' gaurantee a frequent updates of my blog...cuz i dun really have the habbit of blogging like i once used to have....but hope you'll keep reading and enjoy...=P
okok....enough about my comeback and let's move on to my life....hmm.... Well...i've been living a normal life lately, filled with my normal ups and downs of life...School has officially end for most of my classmates and yes it means...they've graduated...bt not for me.... i've still have a semester to go and i'm gonna be doin my TEP... Actually, it's kinda sad to see my classmates leaving me. Yes, i do admit the i don't used to really like most of them, but after the official last day of school, i actually realise that they are one bunch of fun loving and intersting people...i've learnt to appreciate all the time spent together as a class...oh well...i know it's abit too late to start liking and enjoying their company....But whatever it is.... they were once my classmates and will always be my wonderful friends..We've actually spent quality times together with fun filled activities after the last day of school.... For example, we had our class chalet, a few times of bowling sessions, K-boxing sessions, cycling at east coast.. and of course lastly the first ever clubbing session at MOS together as a class!!. Can u imagine...all these activities and enjoyments together within the last few weeks. That's when i felt the closeness and the strong bonds of the class. ...sigh... now that poly life is over for them, i seriously gonna miss them alot...i don't even know if i will ever see them around again...=(
Saying goodbye to my classmates also means that i also have to say goodbye to "her".... hmm....It has been almost 3 years now since i 1st got to know her.....and oh my... how time actually past soo quickly...and it's time to say goodbye to her..sigh...=( All the times spent together will always stay as wonderful memories to me. If "you" are reading this, i would really like to thank you for all those wonderful memories of us...and also i would like to apologise for all the coldness and ignorance that i've shown towards you at times. I do have my reasons for behaving that way and hope you don't have the perception of me hating you. To be truthful, i've never ever hated you. Never once in my life. hmm...and frankly speaking, you've always been in my heart and mind....eventhough i know u are attched. Well i guess there's no harm in letting out my feelings right now. Anywae it's kinda obvious and it seems many people knows about it already. hmm....so, before i end my post... i would like to wish 'her' all the best in the working life as well as her love life too....to all my wonderful classmates too...ALL THE BEST!!!
=Graduation Goodbyes=
While I'm standing here in school
I feel a rush or fear
I look around at my friends
Only to find tears.
Its finally over and I'm scared.
Afraid of the future and change
We now have to grow up now
No more fun and games..
Maybe Im exaggerating, I know I am
But I can't leave everyone I once knew
I can't forget all their warm smiles
I'm wondering how will I get through?
Its one of the hardest things I'll do,
To see them get up onto the stage
And respresent my graduating class
And learning to walk away.
As they shake everyone's hands.
I feel myself floating away
Thinking about all the past times
And Each wonderful day.
Friendships will be tested
Friends are moving on
Sure we all want to be together
But can we really last that long?
I remember waiting for the day,
I can finally leave this school
And leave behind these halls and classes
Where I was considered cool.
So what can I say now?
I've had a change of heart
I realized I love this school and my wonderful friends
But unfortunately its time for a new start
And sure its just Poly life
But how can you forget 3 years?
These people I've known forever
And now its time to face our fears.
My fear is that no one will remember
And cherish these last days
They'll put behind the memories
And forget right away
With tears in my eyes
I finally address my class
I tell them" Don't forget theses days!
Cause you know you had a blast!"
Thanx soo much for the memories...
You'll definetely and always be missed....
Tk care and all the best...